Since KOTW said to go back and post from past topics, I decided to choose spankings.
I have a love/hate relationship with spankings. Part of me hates them, because I’m really not a person that enjoys pain. If I stub my toe I usually yell out some word that I probably shouldn’t be yelling with a 4 year old lol. And I hate when people smack my ass randomly. It just hurts to me, and pisses me off a little.
Then there is M. For some reason when he spanks me, it’s just different. I may not enjoy it at the time especially if it’s punishment, but I can’t help but get wet every time he does it. As I’ve said before he loves feeling me to see how much I’m enjoying the spanking that I claim to hate. It’s like my body betrays my brain. In my head I’m just screaming that it hurts, but then other parts are yelling please a few more hits. Even the thought of M spanking me gets me turned on. I’m sitting here writing this while thinking about it, and I can feel my body craving it.